Mermaid Silverlilly
01-24-2015, 03:19 AM
Ugh wouldn't let me delete it so just removed the text I have managed to delete posts before but it wouldn't let me do this one. Decided it is not worth it not like I can expect people to help anyway and I don't want to bother others and figured I put too much detail about myself out there so thought it was better to just remove it since it isn't worth it will just have to work really hard to get the 7000 AUD to be safe to get my dream tail. Even though I don't have work and won't for ages due to my ankle and am on a pension for my disability.
Thanks anyway sorry to bother everyone I just wanted to find out if it was worth doing or not?? But I don't like asking others for help and it felt wrong to do so. I just have to work hard to try and do it if I can and I hope to be able to as I really want my tail.
Thanks for reading this
Since it won't let me delete this thread I just put this here as I was wondering if it would be worth going with trying to get some funding for my dream tail so I could look at doing children's parties as a hobby (am in a regional area where there is no one that does that) And also had dreams of swimming around shipwrecks in the great barrier reef to promote the wildlife etc in there as our government wants to drill an oil channel right through the great barrier reef! I also wanted to be able to volunteer and be at childrens parties etc to allow the kids to have fun. but I felt embarrassed asking for help when due to my situation I could give nothing but gratitude back. And it felt wrong to ask for help towards being able to achieve my dreams.
I am going to struggle to get the money together but hopefully I can do it sooner than later to get my dream tail made by Mernation. And I also see a few others on here that have done it and it hasn't worked out for them so I don't know that it is really worth it. Just have to work hard and hopefully I can get something done about my dream tail sooner than later. either way I will make it work somehow. Plus I don't want to bring it up to my community etc and grants don't work if it is for a hobby. Plus there are others much worse off than me like those being ripped off with there tails etc
So will do it on my own wish I could delete this thread but it won't let me do it like I have been able to in the past I feel so embarrassed for even considering it! Just please someone delete this thread since I can't I am so embarrassed I will just spend however long it takes to save the cash myself just please delete it.
Can an admin or AniaR please just delete this for me please I just wanted to ask a general question but feel so stupid and embarrassed for asking about it after reading up about it online. Just please get rid of it! If I could have I would have but it won't let me delete no matter how many times I try please do this for me.
Thanks for reading anyway
Thanks anyway sorry to bother everyone I just wanted to find out if it was worth doing or not?? But I don't like asking others for help and it felt wrong to do so. I just have to work hard to try and do it if I can and I hope to be able to as I really want my tail.
Thanks for reading this
Since it won't let me delete this thread I just put this here as I was wondering if it would be worth going with trying to get some funding for my dream tail so I could look at doing children's parties as a hobby (am in a regional area where there is no one that does that) And also had dreams of swimming around shipwrecks in the great barrier reef to promote the wildlife etc in there as our government wants to drill an oil channel right through the great barrier reef! I also wanted to be able to volunteer and be at childrens parties etc to allow the kids to have fun. but I felt embarrassed asking for help when due to my situation I could give nothing but gratitude back. And it felt wrong to ask for help towards being able to achieve my dreams.
I am going to struggle to get the money together but hopefully I can do it sooner than later to get my dream tail made by Mernation. And I also see a few others on here that have done it and it hasn't worked out for them so I don't know that it is really worth it. Just have to work hard and hopefully I can get something done about my dream tail sooner than later. either way I will make it work somehow. Plus I don't want to bring it up to my community etc and grants don't work if it is for a hobby. Plus there are others much worse off than me like those being ripped off with there tails etc
So will do it on my own wish I could delete this thread but it won't let me do it like I have been able to in the past I feel so embarrassed for even considering it! Just please someone delete this thread since I can't I am so embarrassed I will just spend however long it takes to save the cash myself just please delete it.
Can an admin or AniaR please just delete this for me please I just wanted to ask a general question but feel so stupid and embarrassed for asking about it after reading up about it online. Just please get rid of it! If I could have I would have but it won't let me delete no matter how many times I try please do this for me.
Thanks for reading anyway