ShyMer
12-17-2015, 12:22 AM
Hello again!
I don't know how it happened exactly, I guess I got caught up with other stuff.
I have a thing on Saturday that I've been preparing for since spring, and it occurred to me that I haven't really done much here since that started.
It's funny how I didn't do much mermaiding this year, but I still felt close to it, like I had to just put that part of myself in the background for now.
I wondered for a while if I was done with it, but I think it's still there, just quieter and more subtle than for other people. I find myself naturally moving towards color and water, and I usually try to fit some sort of magic otherness in my day, even if it's just something simple like wearing lipstick when I don't feel like doing anything special.
I look forward to getting back into the forum. I hope to really connect with people this time around and not worry so much about reading every post and fussing about drama.
Thanks for being there, mernetwork <3
I don't know how it happened exactly, I guess I got caught up with other stuff.
I have a thing on Saturday that I've been preparing for since spring, and it occurred to me that I haven't really done much here since that started.
It's funny how I didn't do much mermaiding this year, but I still felt close to it, like I had to just put that part of myself in the background for now.
I wondered for a while if I was done with it, but I think it's still there, just quieter and more subtle than for other people. I find myself naturally moving towards color and water, and I usually try to fit some sort of magic otherness in my day, even if it's just something simple like wearing lipstick when I don't feel like doing anything special.
I look forward to getting back into the forum. I hope to really connect with people this time around and not worry so much about reading every post and fussing about drama.
Thanks for being there, mernetwork <3