Mer-secrets

[Amapele]

I first want to say, that this ISN'T a post looking for pity. It's simply an explanation. I have people all the time suggesting that I make my own things, and as much as I would like too, I'm simply not able too. Some of you know me off of here, on Facebook, and some of you know me in real life. But, I bet NONE of you know why I'm not able to make my own things. I don't talk about it, and I do my best to hide it. Sometimes though, I just can't, no matter how hard I try. I've been going to the doctors for years about it, and we still don't have answers. My hands become weak, at any given moment, easy tasks, such as gripping a shoestring, can become difficult. My hands also shake. Sometimes uncontrollably, for excessive amounts of time. I try to always keep my hands busy, or moving, so it's not noticeable. Some of you who are friends with me on Facebook, saw where I was rushed to the ER on Thursday, because my other half thought I was having a stroke. Though it wasn't a stroke, my mind shut down, and I had all the signs and symptoms. It was super scary, and now, more doctors will be added to my entourage. Anyways, because of the day to day struggles I face, my hands wont cooperate with me making my own stuff. Trust me, I try, and I always fail at it. If anyone wants to donate a hand to me, it would be appreciated! (I'm totally joking) I hope that this helps everyone to understand!

[MerShellly]

I'm so sorry about that bro! :( That's really scary! If the doctors can't figure it out then maybe it's a problem from in your genes? Like a chromosome got all jacked up? :confused:

[Amapele]

I dunno. Maybe. It's just frustrating

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[Lotus the Mermaid]

We're definitely here for you. I'll be praying for healing, and wisdom for the doctors if the Lord wants to heal you through modern medicine. Either way, I'm praying your condition will improve because I can't imagine how inconvenient and scary that must be! You're surrounded by people who love you and no explanation whatsoever is necessary. Lots of mermaids don't make their own things and aren't really crafty. *hugs* You're a beautiful mer no matter how you choose to mermaid! <3

[MerShellly]

Yeah I'm not very crafty either. Every mer-related thing I've worn I've had to buy. I don't know how to sew either.

[Amapele]

I appreciate everyone's kind words and support. It truly means alot. Even texting, and using a keyboard gets hard, but I always push through. I'm not a quitter, or at least I try not to be.

[MerShellly]

I appreciate everyone's kind words and support. It truly means alot. Even texting, and using a keyboard gets hard, but I always push through. I'm not a quitter, or at least I try not to be.
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