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Mermaid Galene
04-15-2014, 12:31 PM
We all have mentors and inspirers in our lives. Sometimes a chance encounter with a kindred spirit can open our eyes to wonders we’d never previously seen. Sometimes we wake up to a world of new possibility because of a gentle nudge from someone so small that the power of their single gesture sweeps us upward in a tidal wave of awe and delight.

That is who Galene, my champion seahorse dancer, was to me.

When I got my first seahorses, I was well prepared. With specific artistic intent, I had thoroughly researched their species, their needs, and their documented behaviors. My goldfish made music, so I figured with really precise training, seahorses might be able to, as well. But because I was so busy with other projects, it was nearly a year after their arrival before I found the time to invite my ponies to music school.

I decided to begin their education by simply playing music for them. There had been a lot of goldfish music wafting around our house, but I wasn’t sure how well the seahorses could hear the stereo based at the opposite end of our living room. So I bought an ipod speaker system just for my seahorses, and I placed it right by their tank. One morning, ready to begin their musical conditioning, I picked out a gentle but rhythmic tune, turned on their ipod, and walked away to do other things. A few moments later, I turned my attention back to the ponies. And what I saw literally made me gasp with surprise and joy.

Galene, my lovely, creamy white female Mustang seahorse, was dancing in time to the music. And as I watched, I realized she was not only dancing. She was choreographing! When the pitch of the music fell, she curled her tail and sank lower in the water. When it rose, she stretched out and shot upward. When a smooth passage rolled out, she glided gracefully to the side. When the beat got snappy, she flicked her limber, prehensile tail to the beat.

Nature gave seahorses a dancer’s anatomy and preinstalled a repertoire of dancelike movements in their behavioral portfolio. They dance with specific, ritualized motion during courtship and greeting displays. But before Galene, no one knew that seahorses could or would dance to music. No one knew seahorses were not merely movers, but motion artists. That revelation changed me. In that moment when I first saw Galene dance for musical joy, my understanding of the beautiful intricacies of animal life on this planet, and the hidden bonds we humans share with all creatures, deepened. Really deep. Like the sea.

During Galene’s very first dance concert, I had the presence of mind to grab my video camera, start the music again, and film her impromptu performance (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtU7qkT1f-Q). I’m so glad I did. Thanks to the Internet, thousands of other people around the world have witnessed her artistry.

Over time, Galene’s language of dance (as well as that of her tankmates) became commonplace in my life. But I never took it for granted. Every time Galene danced when I played the ipod; or sang for her just beyond the walls of her glass home; or danced myself, like a giddy human fool, in front of her tank — I received her offering as a precious gift.

I lost my darling Galene last night. She died after a very sudden parasitic illness. I am stunned and shredded and aching in the face of the realization that this unlikely ballerina — this google-eyed, monkey-tailed, galloping, elegant sea sprite with the pink pinstripes — will never physically dance for me again.

But she dances inside me. And I dance with the waters. In her memory, her love, and her name. My eyes are stinging with salt, but they’re open.

I am now Mermaid Galene.

Thank you, Seahorse Galene. May Mermaid Galene make someone’s heart dance. My heart will always dance with the unfathomable joy of you.

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Mermaid Adriel
04-15-2014, 01:30 PM
this story touched me so much... RIP Galene :(

Echidna
04-15-2014, 08:40 PM
Thank you for sharing this wonderful, if sad, story with us!

There has never been a point in my life when I wasn't aware that all animals are intelligent creatures with feelings and emotions just like humans, but I was very impressed when I first saw large schools of fish lured by an underwater speaker playing classical music.
Depending on the music, they would swim faster or slower, just like a troupe doing country dance.

I've felt very close to fish ever since.

Maybe you could make yourself a seahorse tail in the future? ;)

Mermaid Galene
04-15-2014, 09:03 PM
A similar idea occurred to me today. Down the road I plan to make my own silicone tail. When I do, I will paint it with Galene's favorite pinstripe color scheme, in her honor. (Seahorses can change color at will, but her white, stripy dress was her favorite.) I want to feel like she's always with me. I think when I become an ocean creature, it will feel that way.

Mermaid Galene
04-17-2014, 09:20 PM
Galene’s Song


My feet on the ground make a hollow sound
where the earth lies unyielding below.
I’m running from memories, running from pain,
but my heart doesn’t know where to go.

I’ve no destination, no plan in mind
and the rain washes over my face.
I just want to be far from the thought where you are,
I want to be far from this place.

Yearning for numbness, I go blindly on
‘til my feet reach the edge of the land.
The tidewaters call, and I let myself fall,
pulled beneath by a watery hand.

The blue drifts by like an upside down sky,
and I gather all the blue in.
My heart, opened wide, holds the deep blue inside,
and I swim, and I swim, and I swim.

It’s so unexpected what I have found
in the deep, the forgiving sea.
Far from oblivion, this secret water
summons life, and shows it to me.

Fish flash like rainbows, shrimps tiptoe on sand.
Painted corals lithely unfurl.
Jellies perform a translucent ballet.
I begin to feel this world.

I watch seahorses dance, and with every glance,
I gather all this life in.
In the water’s embrace, I feel a trace
of the will to start again.

Those who don’t fear the Deep can go singing with whales,
and I so want to let whalesong in.
Maybe I’ll, here and now, let the sea show me how,
and I swim, and I swim, and I swim.

It’s barely a start, but I unlock my heart,
let your ghost dance in with a smile.
For though there’s a cost, true love’s never lost,
and I have to go that mile.

And you would be proud of me, seeing that I’m
treading water, here on my own.
I won’t forget that it’s worth getting wet to learn
what the sea’s always known.

I’ll cherish the Deep and go singing with whales,
let my memories hold the love in.
Then I’ll kick up some foam as I turn toward home,
and I’ll swim, and I’ll swim, and I’ll swim.

For I’ll find you once more each time I leave the shore,
and we’ll swim, and we’ll swim, and we’ll swim.


© 2014 by Diane Rains. All Rights Reserved.

AptaMer
04-19-2014, 06:14 AM
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I love the way the seahorses stand side by side holding tails just like people hold hands.

Thanx fishteer/Mermaid Galene!

DonPlease
04-19-2014, 09:11 AM
This story is deep!
Thanks for sharing!

Mermaid Galene
04-19-2014, 10:03 AM
Me too. During their courtship dance ritual, they start high in the water column, intertwine tails and then sink to the bottom. They often "promenade" across the bottom that way. Sea ponies are natural born dancers! Here's one of my favorite videos of Galene and her husband dancing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZI28oyJi3g It makes me sad to watch it now, but I'm glad to have it.