Originally Posted by
Mermaid Lilium
So I'm afraid of sounding like i'm hunting for sympathy based on old events but, it's just dawned on me that it's coming back around to my birthday weekend (9th feb) which will mark 2 years since I found heartbreakingly incriminating texts on my (now ex) husband's phone. It wasn't the first time I'd found texts, but was the last.... took me much longer to finally end things but I know in my heart that that's when my marriage was over for me. Finding them threw me into the deepest depths of depression I have ever known, and gave me social anxiety bordering on agoraphobia. I basically had a mental break down. As a result my birthday weekend feels forever ruined/tainted. I want to claim it back but I don't know how. As it is the realisation of the anniversary just made me burst into tears.
I feel utterly pathetic and pitiful. *sighs*
Sorry -_- Just needed somewhere to voice this