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Thanks Juliette
Mystery- please don't! A lot of people are here for you to talk to, I'm here for you too. Please respond because I'm about to drive to San Fransisco and call your name throughout the streets looking for you to make sure you're still with us. Please don't kill yourself!
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This is insane...I'm praying she's ok
Me too. I really hope she's okay.
I went and messaged her on FB too.
That's good.
Not sure if my PM went through MerNetwork or Tapatalk....
I'm okay. I'm really shaken up though. I'm not as stupid as I was three years ago where if I heard this news I would've offed myself immediately. I haven't done anything stupid but I feel like absolute shit. Thank you guys.
I'm so glad you're alright Mystery.
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Thank. The. Gods.
*hug*
So glad you're alright.
SHE CAME BACK !!! :cheerleader: :cheerleader: :cheerleader:
So happy to see you are ok Mystery! :hug::hug::hug::group hug::group hug:
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im so happy you're ok ;-;
Mystery are you alright?
Depression is very hard to deal will alone, I understand if you don't want to open up but if you need to talk I'm here, your fellow Mers are here.
Are you shaken up about David Bowie or is it something else?
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David Bowie and Toulouse the turkey vulture. My depression is undiagnosed because I deny everything honestly, and I don't think I'll start owning up to it any time soon.
Mystery please know that we are all here for you. If you ever need to talk you can pm me or if you need to talk i will give you my phone number. We dont need any more beautiful souls leaving this earth unnecessarily. I'm so glad you came back to tell us that you are okay. :phew:
Same. Just PM me if you need anything!
To bring us to a lighter topic: College Apps. Have applied to three schools, and am busily p repairing my application for my top school.
Fins crossed. I have a 2.5 GPA. Of course, my ACT is a 30, but still. Makes college apps complicated. Especially when my top school is international. Although quote from the reps that visited my Japanese class "if you have above a 3.0, you're more likely to get a scholarship."
So maybe I can at least get in with a kickbutt essay.
Mystery, I'm glad you're doing okay. <3 You know there are plenty of people here willing to lend an ear if you ever need to talk or just vent about life in general. We're here for you, bb!
Mystery, you don't have to own up to it but I think you know in your heart it's true.
But know that if you ever need to talk let any of us know. Please, any time any way, Skype, call, text, anything to help you to not get to this point let us know. Though we don't know you personally you are still someone most of us consider friends <3
I can only speak for myself but I love you will all my heart and I would be devastated to know I couldn't help you. <3
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this morning I woke up crying from the mix of depression and seeing all these messages. I love you all so much. Next year I'm gonna try to make it out to mermania so I can meet some of you, I also travel a lot so hopefully I can see some of you in person. Thank you guys so much.
Try and keep positive darlin, and think about seeing someone. I was diagnosed as bi polar, manic depressive, etc etc and then I went to a therapist who speacialized in anxiety and he threw all of those diagnosis out. I have PTSD, and all of my other issues stem from that. It has helped tremendously. Go and see someone, please. You see how many care for you here, but you need someone in real life to help you through as well.
Like we've all said, Mystery, feel free to come talk to us.
And that goes to anyone who needs it!
ditto ^What Sabrina said^
Mystery - I'm still relatively new to the forum and don't really know you, but I want to echo what everyone else has said.
I've suffered enough with depression myself. It's a lot more common than people realise. I've been at the stage where I felt so awful it was as if something really horrific had happened... but it hadn't. I would randomly break down in tears for absolutely no reason and I remember being at work and passing off my swollen face as hay fever... I had seen a GP and psychologist but it didn't help at all. It wasn't until I moved and got a new GP that I finally got it sorted out. She said she could tell I was 'fine in myself' from talking to me, and didn't have any need for a psychologist. Looking back it does make sense - if you're struggling to cope with something in particular, psychology can help. But if it's a chemical/hormonal imbalance that's making you feel awful, no amount of psychology will change that. You need to figure out which one before you can do anything about it.
There's absolutely no shame at all in asking for help. My advice would be to get help and if you don't feel it's working, get a 2nd opinion. It's not normal to feel like that all the time - you should be able to enjoy life and if you just can't, then ask for help. (I tried a variety of different antidepressants before finally finding one that worked for me, and I still can't believe the difference it's made.)
In the meantime, I'm sure I can speak for everyone when I say you can always vent on here.
If you are able to make it to mermania next year, look forward to that when you're feeling low. Having something so amazing to look forward to can definitely help.
Love and hugs, [emoji177]
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alright everyone, I do need a bit of advice. I'm possibly getting a Bowie tattoo next month and I don't know exactly what I want. I already have a labyrinth piece planned out but for now I want something small. I was thinking the black star but I don't know. I know it will probably hurt like a bitch but I hope it will lift my spirits a bit.
Get the red and blue Ziggy Stardust lightning bolt! :D
I was gonna suggest the same thing.
I was thinking that as well, but I don't know where I'd put it.
https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/201...2e1af8feac.jpg I sort of have this in mind but I'm not sure. decisions are hard.
Me: Joins a website for making friends because I'm lonely
Website: Ask your friends to sign up too!
Me: Bitch I don't have any friends! That's why I'm here damn it!
This morning I got to wake up with a huge erection. It has been 30min and it doesn't want to stop :headwall:
Whoever thinks it's cool, let me tell you it's not! I feel very uncomfortable. It's like my penis has a mind on its own, it's super annoying.
:gah: :gah: :gah:
Sorry I sounded like a mervert. I just..
:headdesk:
BWAHAHAHAHAHA :rotfl:Arion you freaking crack me up.Quote:
Originally Posted by Merman Arion
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Originally Posted by Mer-Crazy
This is so relatable....
Fuck my life. I don't make a big deal usually of celeb deaths (cuz it happens to everyone and its part of the circle of life) but today I find out that Alan Rickman (Severus snape) has died from cancer.
Too many people dying and I hate it.
Excuse me while I wear black for the rest of my life.
I honestly couldn't believe it I had to search for the truth myself...this is insane...
I'm angry. At everything.
How can you not be...this is terrible