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we have pigs elle lol
I've just never heard of them being used for a curriculum. Rats, yes. But not pigs.....it's a little strange to me.Quote:
Originally Posted by mermaidandrea
Pigs are used because their internal organs closely resemble a humans organs. (though not exact)
Almost the same skin texture as well
I really need help. I'm homeschooled and I've been feeling REALLY lonely for the past two years. It's not like I can just go to a mall with some friends or go to a co-op, because where I live, I am the ONLY homeschooled teen (well, person actually). Plus, the malls here suck and have no great clothes and it's really expensive with no more than a couple pairs of pants and t-shirts that fit a 13 year old girl. And no, I am not religious, so I'm not going to go to a church. Plus everything is in French, so it's hard for me to communicate without getting a huge headache later. I take dance classes, but the girls there are actually really mean and hate me for some reason. I'm really at a loss here! I feel like I spend most of my time on the computer and that's not a good feeling. I get really good grades (103%/100% most of the time), so school work is not going to give me something to worry about. I pretty much live in the middle of nowhere, so it's hard to do fun things without having to travel a long distance or pay alot of money. I feel really angry and sad all the time! I have no friends, noting good to do, and nowhere to go! My sister is a real b*tch, so I'm not going to hang out with her, and my brother is always out doing something with his friends (they both go to school). I've tried exercising, but in the end I always end up sitting down and crying my eyes out after. I'm getting sick and tired of listening to music and taking walks and I'm also getting really sick and tired of feeling like this 24/7! I've cut myself a few times out of anger and boredom. I've tried new hobbies, but like I said, everything here is really expensive and most of the things I need to do these hobbies are non existent. I really just want to move back to the U.S so that I can start up school and have actual friends. I feel like I'm going insane! I'm constantly talking to myself and doing stupid things! I just don't know what to do anymore!
My dad got a job in Bucharest and we might be moving there next year, but I REALLY JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I can't take it anymore! Sometimes I just feel like I'd be better off dead. -.-
Summer is almost here! Find some summer camps for you to join! As a homeschooler, that's where I make a lot of my friends. I usually just go to their house to hang out instead of a mall (cheaper, too!). I do a swim team, a drama camp, a sailing camp and I volunteer at kid's art camps. :)
Yay!! I'm relieved to hear that the rat I dissect won't have been killed for me. It'll be interesting to see the real cause of death, which quite probably would be a tumor- rats are prone to them. It may seem weird, but I think that that would be interesting to observe.
To start I am sorry about the language but I just need to vent . Yesterday I took my family to our local YMCA for a swim. Now I have swam in the pool a few times before with my tail on an everbody said it was neet ,cool an a few other nice words. Now yesterday I was told to take my tail off if I wanted to swim. Now I am thinking WTF? I have swam here before with it on. I was SO PISSED An I really am still. Now before I even went to this place I called an asked if it was ok for me to swim in my tail. They said it was fine. An when I got there for the first time I asked again if it was ok ,an the said yes it was fine. Now when I went this time with my neoprene tail an they said to take it off. As far as I am concerned this place can goto hell an I will NEVER EVER go there again. They are a bunch of hypocrites. They say one thing then do the total reverse. It just burns my ass about the whole thing
Go in calmly, ask to speak with the manager, or someone high up with the lifeguards. Ask if it is ok, for you to swim with it. Then if someone tells you no, you can always say, so and so said it was ok.Quote:
Originally Posted by MerAnthony
So here's my bitchout. I'm so freaking frustrated. I've been talking with these people about getting a lot of shells from them for a great price. I'm talking about around 8 or 9 large mason jars fill to the brim. Plus 2 or 3 gallon ziplocks full of larger shells, plus a solid bag of sand dollars. Not quite Lion's paw large, but close. I've been keeping up to date with them, sending them an email about once a week. We were supposed to meet up sometime last week when they came down to my town. I didn't have any contact about that at all. So I sent an email, got a response a while later saying that they had sold them to someone else. They had me wrapped around their finger with me thinking that I was going to be able to buy this amazingly cheap lot of shells. ($15 for all of them) They never said anything like "Well if we find someone closer, or who can come to us, we'll sell to them." kind of thing. I didn't even get a 'Hey we sold these already, sorry" email until after I emailed them. I had the cash in my hand, waiting to find out when I could meet with them, and they knew this. I hate when people pull bullshit like this. It's like they broke a contract. I was promised first 'dibs' on these, and they sold them out from under me instead.
Am I just being unreasonable? Should I just be like "Oh well, maybe I'll be able to find 'Something' like this again." I just feel like I was ripped off.
NO thats not ok >:/ Communication is key, and it was completely their fault. If you already had all of that organized? Thats ridiculous.Quote:
Originally Posted by Comatose_Angel
Im sorry I know how that is, it has happened to me before at my Y with my equipment. >:/ Its extremely frustrating. I think you should talk to the aquatics manager, and if that dosent work then the general manager. You could also try taking in that contract that someone wrote up. Ill try to find it.Quote:
Originally Posted by MerAnthony
My mom is picking a fight with my dad and crying and bitching about a divorce because he didn't want to drink his drink she made. Wtf. Drama queen to the max.
The girls who whenever they look in the mirror immediately start saying they are ugly, fat, dis-proportionate, they have the wrong hair color, they have the wrong eye color, they wish they were skinnier, basically they just freakin say every single detail wrong with them just to hear a compliment. Just like b!tch if you want to get skinnier then stop eating chips,soda,fries, and cookies(all those things are delicious, just eating them as a pure diet is nasty)and go work out and eat a salad. Teenage girls nowadays are so stupid and true fishers of compliments(ironic how I'm about to turn 15). :mad:
Youre not better off dead! Don't say that! There are probably so many people that care about you! Don't feel like its the end! Remember that everyone on mernetwork cares as well! Find something you really love to do. Its figure skating for me. It really helped me get through a tough time when I lost all my friends. Talk to your parent(s), they always make me feel better. Maybe videochat with your friends from the US! Don't cut yourself please its not worth it. Maybe do a volunteer project! Even go pick up trash on the streets. Seriously, you've go your whole life ahead of you. Think of the future. Whenever I'm bored I look at colleges lol. Really talk to your parents and tell them how you feel. Tell them you WANT to go to school, and tell them how alone you feel. I'm sure they'll understand and enroll you! Another thing to do is read! I know it sounds corny, but you can go anywhere in a book. I like Henry David Thoreau if you'd like something a bit challenging to read (it is for me). And maybe hang out a library. Librarians are super nice! :) Feel free to PM me if you need to talk!! I try to be on every day but ive got so much homework to do!Quote:
Originally Posted by Fiona Mermaid
AMEN girl! They rachet. (sorry for the improper language). If you don't like something, do something about it. Don't complain!Quote:
Originally Posted by MermaidDiaries1
A few things....
1: my best friends boyfriend broke up with her because of the pants she was wearing!! Like WTF? It's PANTS! Get over it!
2: haters! When I say "I dislike ____" they go all crazy and post like "bitch" or "go die in a hole" like really? I don't give a shit! And what's the worst they can do? Cap lock me to death?
3: this stupid boy kept hitting on my friend last night even when we kept telling him "she has a boyfriend" but he didn't stop! He followed us the entire night we had to go to mall security.
Well that's it for me! Thanks! Bye!
This is REALLY going to sound b!tchy, but I wish I didn't feel stuff so deeply. It's not something I can turn off, it's an illness, but DARNIT! I get too frustrated, and then there's no one online to vent to...so I end up getting drawn into the drama, even though I've scrolled past it a million times and told myself "DON'T get into it, leave it be. No, leave it! It's okay, just let it alone..." I guess I'm just mad at myself that it's happened again. I mean, why should people's attitudes on a screen bother me so much? WHY can't I just recognize that even though this person who doesn't even know me and that I'll probably never meet doesn't like me or my opinions, it's okay and it's just people on a computer? Why the heck does it have to matter so much?
Because the Internet is a magical and bewitching tool used to attract people into drama. I honestly have no clue :|
I think it's because we so desperately want to provide a solution to the drama/issue so out of nature we try to offer our opinion about what would solve/fix the problem ? Since it frequently happens so often I mean
I guess that's true. I think the internet creates both an anonymity that allows people to feel they can say what they wouldn't say in person, combined with a false intimacy. I mean, how many people do you feel like you're best friends with, even though you haven't met them in person? So when our "friends" present us with one side of the story we leap to use that anonymity to defend them, because we feel we have all the information and of course they're our friend. That, combined with the inability to hear vocal tones and see facial expressions through text...all of that makes for the perfect storm.
I think...maybe?
I just hate that even though intellectually I know that their opinion of me doesn't matter in the least, I can't stop feeling it deeply. It cuts me to the quick when I think someone's upset with me or something I do. Ridiculous, isn't it? I know it's ridiculous, which in turn makes me feel stupid for feeling something so ridiculous and being unable to control it...*ERGH*