I hope he does. I really hope he does.
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I hope he does. I really hope he does.
I do too. Its not like him to cry over pain, he's got a great pain tolerance, but last night he was having a hard time. I felt awful that I couldn't help him.
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I am SALTY. All puns intended.
My hair was supposed to be purple. It is totally NOT.
Also, my inhibitions are GONE and I want to do EVERYTHING. Including testing to see if my sword actually works and would go through me. I want to make stuff and draw stuff and tell people off (and there are a good few that could use the telling). My hands are shaking and I haven't said a word. My dad is out of town until tomorrow night and my younger sister and I are the only ones here (we're a family of 6). I want to buy fabric and silicone and make a mermaid tail, dang it, and I have about $50 in my bank account. I haven't had any coffee or caffeine today. I'm just uber stressed and anxious and ANGRY. There's a member here that makes me so mad, but that's for the Bubble. I'll throw fins later on.
If I keep receiving hate mail through my mermaid address I just might cry. I need to change my username so badly to get these people off my back. Not through MN, but Gmail.
I need to chill out and destress. *deep sigh*
I am so close to just shutting down right now. So much is happening and I am just so overwhelmed at the moment. The bitch of a roommate is so fucking negative and just plain, Stupid. My neighbour is a needy, manipulative fuck who I can’t stand. Sure makes living in the country a lot harder and not at all peaceful!!!
Now we have to find somewhere else to live by September. I fucking hate moving, and I fucking hate people more. Like who the fuck does she think she is? No wonder she has been single for years, no man wants to touch that. It’s her personality that makes her so ugly.
I hate to say it, but I really hope karma comes around and fucks up her life. Miserable cow she is.
So yeah, now I am changing all our plans so we can move soon. Bye bye Jamaica For now at least. And I needed to rant somewhere before I had a melt down. Seriously though universe, like we do all this goof for others, and send out love and light, but we always seem to be the ones who get shit on. When is it our turn?? Just saying, I know it is about balance and all, but I have tipped the scale over doing goodness. And even though I will always continue to do good things, Some reciprocation would be nice.
^^ I didn't know you got down like that... :no-no:
I don't understand what you mean..
Exactly what I said, if a little more "street". I did not know you were capable of performing in such a fashion.
Mermaid Whisper and The Autistic Mer: I'm so sorry you're both going through so much right now. I'll be praying for you both. *hugs* Let me know if there's ever anything I can do or if you just need to vent. <3
*hugs back* you're an amazing mermaid, and I'm lucky to have you around! I'm trying to get better. I've struggled with self-harm recently and I'm working really hard not to do it again. I've also started saving for a neoprene tail, on the brighter side of things! <3
You're so sweet. :)
I'm glad you're working on it! I know it's a struggle, but I believe in you!
That's fantastic!! Do you have your design ready and everything??
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Oh oh man ice been down that road before and I know the feeling. Horrible place to be in and I never want to feel that again. If you ever need a listening ear let me know. I'm 6 years clean now.
You guys are the best. Seriously. :mermaid kiss:
I don't have a design yet, Lotus, but I'm working on it! I know what kind of fluke shape I like, at the very least. I'm going to be making it myself, so I've got some time to think about it! :)
Hey everyone, And thank Mermaid whisper for the support. Life can be hard sometimes. And It is hard for me to live with other people that aren't my wife, especially when they are so negative all the time. Sometimes I just need to vent lol.
Mermaid Whisper. I feel I need to apologize. I think we got off on a bad foot. I was never trying to one up you on anything, I simply thought we were just talking about things and wanted to share.. Also I didn't mean to come off like I just was trying to get a free tail. I have been working on this project for months and just stumbled upon Mernetwork. My other friends suggested asking for a donated tail so I thought it was worth a try, even though I am saving up for a real silicone tail for our professional mermaid we have on board. Again so sorry and hope this clears some stuff up :)
Here's the thing, merfriend. I've been on this forum for four years. I've been known as an autistic mermaid, and I've had to work really hard for any shred of respect I have earned, and I had to wait ten years to get my first tail, which was a fabric one from Fin Fun. Here's the kicker: you came in very suddenly, announcing that you were "the" autistic mermaid and that you wanted a tail right out of the gate. It just seemed like everything I had worked so hard for was pointless, you know? It felt like I was being replaced. I'm sorry for my rudeness if you perceived it as such. I really do not mean to hurt anyone. I just had my feelings hurt, and I was having trouble expressing just that. It comes with being autistic ;)
I wish you well in all your Canadian mermaid endeavors! I'll hold down the fort here in the USA :)
I totally understand where you are coming from. And it;s also the name of my company, not trying to steal your persona or anything. I was gonna say as well that I am over 30, and in Canada so we both can have the same kinda dream :) I really hope you are able to get your silicone tail soon, I am saving up hardcore as well.
Can I ask you what kinda tail you want, do you have a design or drawing? Also should we start this convo in another thread?
Update on my husbands injury- he essentially had to use me as a threat to get them to pay him for the time at the hospital and all of that. So that is taken care of. He swears he didn't get a concussion, but based on how he's been acting he had to have had at least a little one. The doctor didn't confirm a concussion, but he said Its very possible that he did get one but signs were not actively there because of the time it took for him to get someone to take him to the hospital after the incident. 😑
Anyway, headaches, hard time sleeping, MASSIVE swelling, and he can barely take a shower without crying. 😞
Latest bitch: after literally weeks of trying to get a hold of our ferrier (a person who takes care of a horses hooves)
And weeks of our horses needing a trim, and just getting worse, he finally calls back today and says he'll be here tomorrow.
I'm glad it's finally getting done, but he has been actively ignoring our calls ever since we got Trazon (a Friesian cross=big horse with big feet) and we know he doesn't want to do it, but he's the only one we can get to come out.
Abby, I'll put up another thread about my tailmaking endeavors sometime soon! In the meantime, I have a total of $5 for my tail saved up. Retail is rough.
Shimmer, I'm glad you got the compensation taken care of. But I'm super sorry about his injury. I hope he gets better as quick as possible! Sending love and light to you both.
I'm glad your husband's pay was taken care of. I'm sorry to hear he's in so much pain. :(
I feel awful for him.
But I guess I'll post another small bitch because it's been bugging me;
Pokemon Go.
Have no problem with it, I understand people like it. I grew up with pokemon, and had every plush, and gameboy game available.
But- people are acting like Pokemon Go is the first game to use your GPS location to find and get creatures/monsters. Its not.
Mobbles has been doing that for years, where you have to get out of the house to catch new pets.
Plus-you can actually fight each other whenever, and you can interact with your Mobbles. Feed them, play with them etc.
Plus you get things like this:
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And every mer needs a seahorse:
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