this is so awesome. lol, i guess ill put a bit about myself in here.
my real name is brianna, i havent decided on a mermaid name yet. i thought i did, but i change my mind so much, so i figured its not the right one yet, haha.
im 19, and a summer baby (: my zodiac is cancer the crab, and apparently i attract scorpios like moths to a light bulb. my boyfriend of 5 years is a scorpio, along with most of my friends. the ones who arent scorpios tend to be cancers. its odd, really.
hmm, hobbies. i enjoy playing dungeons and dragons, a few computer games, and swimming. i dont have a tail yet, but i will soon, and that will definitely be another hobby (: i also love to draw and sing. my favorite music genres are folk metal, classical metal, & anything celtic. i also like other metal genres, and i enjoy classical music as well. i graduated from my high school in virginia in 2011, and have been travelling around since. my parents moved to california after i moved, so i went to live with my grandparents in new jersey, where i was born, to stay closer to my boyfriend (who i am fairly convinced is my soulmate). i visit him a lot, and am currently staying with him, trying to get a job so i can stay.
im terrified of driving for some reason. i havent figured out why it scares me so much, because im usually fine as a passenger, but when i get behind the wheel of a vehicle, i go into panic attacks and cry. its pretty bad. i also dont like cockroaches AT ALL, or spiders if theyre too close to me. stay up in your corner, mr.spider, and i wont mess with you. unless youre venomous. then youll die.
another one of my fears is death, and growing older. not necessarily death, but what happens afterwards. we can have all these theories, but we wont know what truly happens until we die. i guess its not knowing that scares me.
i was christian for a long time, but decided that it simply wasnt the beliefs that were meant for me, and was athiest/agnostic up until just recently, when i began looking into paganism. i still dont know exactly what i believe in, but im getting closer. i needed something more nature-oriented, where i feel the most at home and at peace.
i dont really like fish, although i do eat sushi and crab. but my favorite food is probably italian foods. oh man. all dem pastas, lol.
i want to get a job at an aquarium as a mermaid performer, but there are several things im worried about, so im too scared to try (CHICKEN, BAWKBAWK.), although id like to try modeling once i get my tail.
i also LOVE animals. my boyfriend and i have a cat named zorro, and once we get an apartment or something (we live with his dad, were only 19/20), i want to get another cat and a snake. and maybe a dog. or fish. maybe ferrets. hedgehogs? ive always wanted a horse...
... has ALL THE AMINALS!!! lol.
i think way too much about the future, and it causes me to worry a lot.
my favorite holiday is halloween, and i absolutely love getting/making/thinking of costumes to do. i start planning almost as soon as halloween is over. really, we need holidays like that once a month. it would make life so much fun, and id get to dress up more without feeling like a goofball. not like i care too much... i AM buying a mermaid tail...
anyways. thats me (: maybe ill start posting my art once i get a scanner. i really need one -_-
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