So I'm a long time mermaid fan and have been dreaming of having a silicone tail ever since I first saw one. About three years ago I got my first monofin, a suntails (Nani I think? I don't remember), and about a year and a half ago I got myself a mertailor fantasea monofin (which I ADORE). I've had one fabric tailskin for my suntails fin but it's the only one I have had as tailskins can be quite pricy and it's hard to bring myself to drop a few hundred on a tailskin when I'm perpetually trying to save money so that some day I can get a silicone tail. Anyway, I'll stop blabbing about my experiences with tails and monofins and I'll get to the point. So I've been saving and soon I'll get to get to the point to where as long as there aren't any emergencies, I could probably buy myself a tail.. but here's the deal. I have two designs in mind, one is basically my dream tail complete with intricate markings and extra fins and the other is basically a compromise tail that I still think is very pretty, but isn't nearly as extravagant. The first would run me about $2800 and the other $1700 (USD). As you can clearly see, that's a significant difference. The problem basically boils down to this.. is it worth it to compromise for now and hopefully someday get my dream tail or should I shoot for my dream tail now... I would love to do events and gigs to make money but frankly I live in a small town full of people that don't have the finances to pay for a mermaid for their kids party. It's quite likely I'd never get a gig, honestly. So basically I can't say "oh, I'll get a cheaper tail, work gigs, and save for my dream tail". I still would LOVE to be a mermaid here though, kids in this town don't get much magic in their lives so I want to help bring it to them, even if I don't get paid. Im also in college and about to move out soon so I feel a little pressure to get a tail now while Im still at home with barely any responsibilities draining my funds... It'll be hard to justify a tail when I'm paying rent, utilities, and trying to feed myself... If I want my dream tail it will take longer to save the money, obviously, which means I could be thrust into adulthood during this time and need to spend that $2800 dollars on something more important than a floppy chunk of silicone.. Another concern is that realistically, I may very well only be able to get one tail in my lifetime... If I can even get one at all. If I end up getting the $1700 one for now and later get my dream tail, I'll have spent $4500 on tails. Btw I'm also an art student so there may not be much money in my future either.
Sorry this post turned into a tiny bit of a vent, I'm just having a bit of a midlife crisis at 18 lol.. Anyway, what do you guys think? I'd love some advice on the whole thing
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