I hate the fact that i get sick all the time and that im such a good person that i sometimes let people walk all over me, and that i just cant say no to certain people..
I hate how my family is being torn apart from each other, my father has no one but me and isint doing well, My mother just wont let things go and its been 8yrs since.. No one understands how much stress they put me under when they complain to me about the issues they have with family members. I've put myself into a bubble of silence at least till vacation.
I hate how so many people I know can be so two faced. Im also on that line of a person who i dont even want to call a friend anymore, because anytime i see her she just wants to not only show off every little thing in her "new" house (she's been living in it for 18yrs), but talk about how she has such a bad life with her husband, and yet they wont seek therapy or be open with each other.. But she expects me to give her advice from the air (meaning i give her advice and it goes in one ear and out the other). She flip flops on everything and expects me to take time off work to just hang out with her (meanwhile she doesnt work, I work 6 days a week, I havent had a week to myself and my hubby since.... May 2011. The sad part is i've known her since i was 6yrs old, she's changed way too much for me. (the word snob comes to mind) I dont care how much money you have or what expensive car you drive, as long as your humble and respect others, thats what matters to me. Oh and what ticks me off she calls me when she has nothing to do, she did it to me one day when it was my anniversary weekend. I specifically told her the night before i left DONT CALL ME CAUSE IM ON MY ANNIVERSARY GETAWAY!!.. 5 voicemail & 7 text messages later.. rose where are you?, im bored, pick up,, etc.. I was seeing Beyond RED!. She called me one valentines day to complain to me that her husband didint buy her Godiva chocolates just the "rite aid brand" .. UM.. my hubby bought me a little box of cheap chocolates and a cupcake from Crumbs.. Lady have you ever heard its the thought that counts?? you understand now why i rather hang out with sharks and orcas..lol
*I also Hate the fact that I have hiccups while trying to type..
Okay, im done. **calms down back to happy mermaid**
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