Originally Posted by
Princess Kae-Leah
I feel ya girl! It's so hard for me sometimes to stay positive and look on the bright side when I have such health issues. One reason why I got into meditation is I'm a pretty tightly wound person, who gets offended and frustrated easily and sometimes I just need to CHILL. I've been gaining weight even though I haven't really been eating that badly, or at least no worse than usual, and I'm positive stress has a lot to do with it. Last time I weighed myself I weighed nearly 200 pounds... I have pretty low energy levels, it's gotten to the point where I can barely walk around a big box store or mall without needing a wheelchair... I think the most frustrating thing though about having health issues is feeling like you alienate your friends by complaining about it, and coming off like I want everybody to just totally kiss my fish butt catering to my every whim. I think I sometimes come off as a manipulative, demanding bitch who wants everything to always be my way and doesn't appreciate all the good things I do have in my life. It's hard for others to understand...I wish it wasn't so, believe me. The last thing I want to do is make people feel uncomfortable, or offend others in any way. I very much want people to like me and enjoy my company, but it's so hard!
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