I have terrible tokophobia (fear of pregnancies).
It has gotten so bad since last year that now even looking at a pregnant woman will send me into a panic attack. It wouldn't be a big problem, since I never want kids, if there wasn't a pregnant woman in my coven (fellow pagan/witchcraft practicing mers; is there another word I can use other than coven? I feel stupid using it). She's really nice and I'd love to properly introduce myself, but I always have to have my back to her and it makes me feel super rude. :/ I have no idea what I'm supposed to do. I've tried therapy, but it doesn't help much. I'm starting to think I'll be tokophobic forever.
(Sorry for any typos, I'm on my phone. Haha.)
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