So recently I came across an opinion given by a professional mermaid that I admire very much. She's an amazing free-diver and fellow passionate enviro-animal activist but she said something that bummed me out and I think is a bit ..... well mean (for lack of a better word)...
I don't think it's really anyone's place to tell someone what they can and cannot be or tell someone whether or not they are a 'legit' or not. I believe you define yourself and the only one you can compete with is yourself so you shouldn't compare yourself to others.
But anyway, this mermaid said that in order to be a "real" mermaid, you must be able to be a pro free-diver and that if you aren't she doesn't consider others as mermaids (which also doesn't really make sense since its a make believe thing). I admire her and anyone who is able to free dive to great depths and I know even if you have the physical ability to do so (more on that in a minute) it still takes a lot of practice to get that good.
Here's my issue with anyone saying this or that is what you 'must' have in order to be 'real'. ...Not all of us have the same mental and physical capabilities and as long as you aren't being deceitful and claiming you can free-dive 50 feet when you can't, etc. and you accurately represent your abilities and what you can do as a 'mermaid performer' I don't see why anyone should be labeled as 'real' or not.
For me personally, I have tried scuba diving years ago and got really sick after reaching 44 ft (was throwing up and they had to pull me from the water, it was a horrible, painful, traumatic experience to say the least) in fact, I most likely did permanent damage to one of my ears in trying to dive when one of my ears would not and does not clear (and please don't tell me the tricks to try, I've talked to pro divers and ear doctors about this, there is nothing I haven't tried to fix this, short of surgery, which is costly, not guaranteed and has many side effects, including making the problem worse or even making me deaf) I also have chronic Lyme Disease, a complicated, sh*tty disease that causes vertigo, nearly constant low grade nausea (which gets worse with exercise) among other symptoms that I try my best to push through. Lyme disease is known for messing with your ears so its possible Lyme caused my ear problems or its also possible I just don't have good ears for diving.
Anyway, because of this problem and injury made worse when I tried scuba diving, I now cannot dive deeper than about 10 ft. before my ear is in too much pain to continue descending. I have sitten at the bottom of a 10 ft. deep pool after slowing descending and tried all the tricks and one ear simply will not clear, it just gets more painful. After talking to pros in this field, they all advise me to be really careful and not push this as I could make it worse or even go deaf in that ear. Bottom line, I cannot free-dive past 10 ft. I also can only hold my breath for about 30 secs. I have not worked on this much because its not something I advertise as part of my abilities and it hasn't stopped me from making my own style of mermaiding into a fun and successful business.
Also despite this, I LOVE being in the water and even though I get sea-sick easily, it never stops me from being in the water. I go swimming, snorkeling and mermaiding as much as I can and have made many videos of me swimming.
When people ask me about free-diving, esp. if its a photographer interested in shooting very deep, I explain that I'm a "Shallow water mermaid" and clearly tell them I cannot go below 10 ft. This has not caused much of a problem so far, I have still done several underwater shoots, even though they are challenging so I am not mis-representing myself. If they are looking for a mermaid that can go 25 ft or more, and hold their breath for several minutes, I do tell them of the ones I admire who can do that and refer them that way.
I know everyone is unique in their abilities and skills and I don't think anyone should feel they can't be a mermaid because they aren't 'this' or 'that'.
Don't let anyone else define who you are, make your own way and be yourself. If you want to improve at something, that's great, but make sure you are doing it to compete against YOU not others. Do not compare yourself to others. Love yourself for who YOU are. There is no one else like you.
Lots of Love <3 <3 <3
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