I really don't know what the hell is going on but all joy in my life is just gone. I'm not motivated to work on my tail. I'm not motivated for school, I'm not motivated to make myself proper meals, I hate my body but I'm too lazy to sport and have 0 self control, my parents are driving me crazy about making my exams to the point where I immediately get anxious as soon as they walk into the room. I have nightmares every night, I hate things like drawing and painting which I used to love, and I feel bad about everything about me all the freaking time. I went trough 4 weeks of achieving absolutely fucking nothing I am happy with and I think I need help.