So. I'm very much an overly attached girlfriend. March 26 will will be our two year anniversary. The most we've ever been apart is a week, when he went on a medical trip to Panama. Other than that, I don't think we've ever been apart more than a day. Now I found out that it's very, VERY likely (like 95%) that he's going to Brazil over the summer to see his family...for two months. Which means he'll miss my birthday (meaning I'll be alone because I don't like being with my family). And he'll miss the family camping trip AGAIN if he goes in the second half of summer (meaning I would be with just my family again, and probably get put on child duty). And I have to find someone else to help me with mermaiding. And I won't have anyone else to hang out with. And I'm scared...what if he finds someone that he likes better while he's there? I know I'm no looker. Gah, thinking about it makes me wanna cry every time. I don't know how the girlfriend/boyfriends/spouses of people in the military do it...I know there's gonna be lots of tears this summer. ): I wish I wasn't so attached! He told me I can't be a male angler fish and attach myself to him and dissolve. Which was funny, but still made me sad. I just want to be sedated for the entirety of the summer. /: I know, I sound like a drama queen.