Wow, thank you for sharing that video. That looks amazing.
i am sorry to hear that there are not many left in your area though. It looks so magical!
Wow, thank you for sharing that video. That looks amazing.
i am sorry to hear that there are not many left in your area though. It looks so magical!
Fairly minor bitch. I am jumping out of my skin. I have decided on my first choise university, finally. Ritsumeikan Asia Pacific University. They came to talk to my Japanese class today.
And now I really want to go and feel the acceptance terror.
That sucks*huggles*
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So i was at my parents house a few days ago to do laundry.
When i moved into this house my mom told me not to get a washer and dryer since i was by myself and did not have much laundry. She said it was a waste since she and my father had not much laundry either.
Anyway, their pipes are clogged so the past months when i washed laundry i have to stay with the machine and drain the water in buckets and throw it out multiple times each load.
I was there Wednesday like i said, did laundry and rehearsed my 2 songs for the new season, when i was done and ready to leave my dad said:" Can you rehearse a thirds song maybe, since i wrote great lyrics to a song and i would like you to sing that one as well." I said;" Are you serious? You ask me this 1 week before our first show?" Oh btw, he also asked me to find the karaoke/insturmental version online for it. He said he really wants me to do it.
Well it is Saturday now and i have not done anything yet about the song.
I have had a cold for 2 weeks now, hot flashed day and night and barely slept last night.
My parents went to city hall yesterday to talk about building a house for us on their land and city hall agreed but not with the location off the house.
They gave my parents a piece of paper showing where the house could be build....it is a tiny piece of land on their entire land and my parents already have their house there and the old house. There is only a bit of land land on that tiny piece that is allowed. My parents don't want us to build on one side since they feel they loose sunlight (even though there are trees on that part now) and on the other side we will either be surrounded by trees or it may not fit.
My hubby is stressed out since there may not be enough room and we also don't want to be completly next to my parents house since we would have no privacy at all.
My mom said we need to measure things out, they said we could tear down the old house (which is falling apart and not used) and build on there but that will cost a lot of time, work and money which we don't have (especially the money part).
I am looking for houses to rent but there is nothing that is for the needs we have to run our business.
Buying is not an option with the prices over here.
So i looked into Germany, the problem there is though that if we officially move there i loose my retirement money when i turn 65.
I can only build up retirment in Germany if i become a German and get a German passport.
For my hubby who is from America it may be a difficult story as well, we would have to find out if he can get a permit in Germany, he would have to learn german (he is just learning Dutch and would have to start over).
I saw some fixer upper houses for prices we may be able to afford there (buying the house) but like i said, there is so much uncertainty in moving there.......
First things first though, i need to make an appointment with the doctor, i have been pushing it forward for too long.
My hubby just said:" Is your nose bleeding?" and i was like:" It has been bleeding for a week now when i blow my nose." And off course that is not good at all.
This afternoon my mom called me and tried to manipulate/guilt me into something.
I called her back later in the evening and told her no, stood my ground but gave her an alternative, she tried guilting me again, i stood my ground again and she backed down.
It feels good to have a voice and not be guilted/manipulated into things.
You know what the weird part is? I think my parents don't even realize what they are doing. I mean, i don't think they realize how hurtful they are and how awfull it has been and still is for me.
Or maybe they think i just need to do as i am told like a good little girl and think that is just the way it has to be.
Anyway, it is after 11pm and we have not had dinner yet.
My rhythm is completly off because of my cold, my lack of sleep and hot flashes.
In a weird situation where I am pretty much friends with nearly everyone on mernetwork and they're all fighting and it's just become awkward for me because I know they don't have to get along and they're all pretty fucking awesome. but I can't say anything because I only know chunky pieces (pieces nonetheless) of the story so I can't throw in my two cents. Blah.
:I throw my hands up in the air sometimes saying EYO I give up tho!!:
Last edited by SeaGlass Siren; 09-27-2015 at 08:07 AM.
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Do you have any idea what's going on in Germany right now?Originally Posted by Adalira
Violence and crime (especially arson, theft, and rape) are the highest in Europe, the police is helpless, and the government is 100% insane and hellbent on destroying the country (they even said so literally, as they believe in some nuts ideology).
If you come here, you will not be safe, and on top you will pay with your taxes (one of the highest in the world) for the insanity that's happening right now.
I'm sure very soon there'll be complete anarchy- now already, most criminals go scots-free even for murder because "too little personnel to deal with em".
And I'm not sure if the rest of Europe will be so good if Germany goes down in madness.
Everyone I know who can, has packed their stuff and is moving out to Australia, Canada, and the US.
If your husband is from there, I'd do that too asap.
Last edited by Echidna; 10-06-2015 at 08:44 AM.
From what I've seen via posts, you've been the most level headed throughout the forum drama. I know that is really hard to not pick sides when friends are fighting, but you seem like a good rock for everybody.
Just my personal opinion :>
Stay safe Echidna!
Thankyou shykaiju I try my best. Ideally id rather not pick sides.
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I did hear about the illegal immegrants and the floading of Germany.
We are getting the same here in the Netherlands.
My friend said that if my hubby and I want to rent a house in Holland we need to be very fast because soon all the immegrants will take up all the housing, they will most likely get it for free or super cheap.
It is insanity what is going on with the immegrants right now.
They are fighting amongst each other here.
Tv stations interviewed the immegrants and asked them how they are doing now that they are safe in Holland in figitive centres (big places where they have a general eating room, lots of bedrooms etc) and guess what there replies were.... "We are being treated very poorly, we only get 2 sandwiches for lunch, a dinner and 2 sandwiches in the evening." and " Internet is super slow here, we cant live like this".
I mean...are you kidding me? Why are they not thankful they got a roof over their heads and free food, clothing, bycicles etc?
If you fled your country in fear of your live and your families lives, would you not be so happy and grateful just be alive right now?
Holland is upside down as well, there is a political party that wants all immigrants to get free health care and other crazy ideas.
Off course this needs to be paid for by the tax payers...meaning, all hard working people who get nothing for free.
I fear a lot of problems will happen soon.
Oh get this....in one village they have a refugee place and the males refugees who went to the supermarket complained that the woman working behind the cash register is a woman and they do not want to be helped by a woman so she can no longer work the cash register there....are you freakin kidding me?
My hubby came here to Holland for me and was at the same time happy to have left the US, it seems to be not that great there either with the way hard working people are treated.
We did think of moving there but the cost of actually moving is so high, then finding a place to live and starting completely from scratch with our business....i don't think i have the energy to do it all over again.
I have not had a holiday in years , been working non stop.
I need to have a solution to our housing and need to be able to take a small holiday at some point.
My brother lives in Germany with his wife, houses are so much cheaper there then here that that would be a good solution for us but like i said, there are a lot of down sides to it as well.
And now that you have told me this, it is starting to be more of a "no" for me to move to Germany.
Thank you for your insights and information!
np, I wouldn't want you to go in unknowingly.
Even in small villages, a female is advised to NOT go outside alone.
Gang-rapes happen everywhere even during the day.
Worst thing is, the whole press is not reporting crimes out of pc-ness, so most of the populace doesn't even know how bad it is unless they are reading the "inofficial" news on the internet (and guess what, they want to censor it now and call everyone who dares to criticize the government "scum" and "terrorists"...)
Houses have already been appropriated by the government for their purposes.
Many schools, sportshalls, and pools have been closed down and are now used as housing.
I'm afraid my last swimming opportunities will be gone soon.
And speaking of health- there have already been dozens of tuberculosis cases, fleas, lice, even leprosy.
But when I want to take my two indoor cats out of the country, I have to carry passports and health certificates like no tomorrow!
MADNESS
Last edited by Echidna; 10-06-2015 at 09:08 AM.
Not a big deal but my freakin TV shut off during the last one minute of CSI. Fuck my life.
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omg that's the worst
sometimes the littlest things can kick you in the ass
I mised Gil grissom and Sara sidle's rekindling of their love
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its 12 tils til our year anniversery
he broke up with me
Oh dear joker... I'm sorry..
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Let me slap him!!!
Aw I'm sorry babe
...and a couple of bitch slaps. Arion has the right idea.
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yeah thanks you guys. im not angry at him. he needed to break up because he thinks his mental condition isnt safe for a relationship. October is suppose to be our month. im glad he gave me a chance to experience life with him.
Well in that case, I'm glad that everything worked out better than it could have. Still sending hugs <3
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