Stuck at home in Lake Worth, FL with my husband, two year old (well, she's two on the 8th), and our two cats. I'm trying not to be anxious about it by venting my emotions through making memes like this. Even so, I find myself unable to sleep easily.
Stuck at home in Lake Worth, FL with my husband, two year old (well, she's two on the 8th), and our two cats. I'm trying not to be anxious about it by venting my emotions through making memes like this. Even so, I find myself unable to sleep easily.
Hydra, the governor required that ALL hotel allows pets in the state of Florida during the hurricane. If the hotel are safer, go to one with your pets and family. You can find hotel that are still open by a link they told on the news. https://www.expedia.com/florida Only the hotel that has space available shows up within that extension.
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That is appreciated Slim but I can't afford to stay at a hotel. I even had to call out of work tomorrow so I could save on gas (I work almost a half hour away) because lines are ridiculous IF you can even find gas. My husband is getting up at 6:30AM so he and our next door neighbors can go find nails and other supplies. They managed to find shutters for the windows but they don't fit right and the outer walls are too weak to just nail/screw them in. We're good on food and such but it's the damage we're mainly worried about.
They are pretty rare on that side, but hazards do occur. I recall a few damaged roofs in my time :/ You better stay safe handsome, don't make me come down thereOriginally Posted by Keiris
I know, that's exactly what gets me so excited about it!
I don't understand why, but I just naturally love hurricanes and tornadoes. The bigger they are the more excited I get. I wish I didn't because I don't like to see everyone in a panic or injured or devastated. There's just something about them that gets my adrenaline pumping.
I haven't been able to sit still for weeks because I have been so fidgety about Harvey and now Irma and Jose. The worst part for me is that I am still in high school, so I can't do much to help with the aftermath.
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Shipping times. I hate shipping times. So I'm making costumes for the holidays and doing full armour as well as some Game of Thrones embroidered brocade capped doublets ...but it was so very hard to find the pattern. Now it seems it'll be three weeks until I've got my pattern on hand to get going. In the meantime I'm designing all the complex machine embroidery and hand dyeing the brocade to suit the house colours. But three weeks time will put me right into Halloween season and I just got a second job that's taking up every free day I've have until November. I need the money but I feel a little caged in by the whole experience. After this I am starting a gig in the film industry and lending my talents to some shows in the area so it's just up up and away for me.
I'm stressed.
Keiris you better be getting out of there right now. I'm checking the news and it says it's heading right for you I better not hear that you opted to wait it out...😡
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Yes, Arking, I stayed. Had to help my sister and others pack up there homes. Gas hard to come by. It would be worse to be stranded on 75. My place will not likely survive the storm because the roof can't withstand more than 100 mile winds. I closed the door on it last night and pretty much kissed it goodbye after 17 years. Took the bare essentials. So many art/costume supplies, furniture, clothes, paintings and treasures left behind but what can you do? They are just material.
Thank you for thinking of me. This will most likely be my last post for awhile as once we lose power they estimate weeks before it could be returned.
I saw your post too late. Guess I will have to make it up to you somehow for threatening to have to come down here. lol (Although I wouldn't wish that on anyone, there are worse things I could think of than having you here in my clutches, pretty boy.)
For my fellow Mers in Florida, and the other areas affected by this Bitch, Irma, you are all in my prayers and thoughts. Stay safe and we'll reconnect soon.
Oh Keiris, I'm sorry. I was concerned as I was reading about the storm surge heading directly towards Naples. A friends family owns a house not a kilometer away from the gulf and the city is so low to the water, google claims it's elevation is only 90cm. With a 15ft surge wave expected they too have to grip the reality that this disaster is going to unleash. I hope that there's a miracle and the winds and surge are clipped off the shallows near the Keys and Everglades and things make it out alright. Take care
As a final note I do hope I'm understanding you correctly and you didn't just say you're staying in Naples during this...
Last edited by Arking; 09-09-2017 at 12:15 PM.
Stay safe, folks.
This is the downside of living in a tropical paradise: you also get taiphoons/hurricanes, earthquakes, tsunamis...
it's always been like this.
I hope you all will be well.
Dear God,
Please just fucking end my life right now. I don't know if I can't take this much anymore. If there are any more suffering I have to go through with because of her please just end me now so I don't have to go through so much pain anymore because of her. I now know I'm meant to be alone. Please I don't want to be in anymore pain because of her.
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*Previously know as KellyMermaid*
I don't know what's going on, but know that I'm here for you. Also, remember that no one can make you feel pain. Stay positive and keep looking for the light in the darkness.
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So, apparently I'm racist for doing my job.
I commented on a post on Facebook about an owner of a business being racist towards someone. While I did not defend her, I did share my experience as a cashier in which someone who was black jumped into acting like a victim of racism. My job expects the cashiers to make sure nothing is at the bottom of a shopping cart a customer might "forget" to pay for. The fact that I am white she was black had nothing to do with me pointing out the obscured shoes in the shopping cart she did not indicate she would buy.
Ironically, I've caught a white lady trying to sneak out Yoga pants in a large dog bed. I've also caught an Asian lady stashing merchandise in a suitcase. I spotted an associate doing markdowns he wasn't supposed to, and I cleaned up sewage a guy caused to back flow in the men's bathroom as a distraction to steal.
In every situation, race was never an element in identifying the theft. The customer either refused customer service or I did my job checking everything at the register.
So, apparently my friend's friends decided I was racist for doing a job I will continue to have to do. They even had the ghaul of saying I was being the predictable racist stereotype without even knowing me.
I'm sorry. I had to vent.
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This sounds like a misunderstanding.
I think your friends were likely more upset at your need to defend a person you may not know (you never clarify) with stories of your own experiences than whether you were doing your job or not. You may not have intended to justify or defend the owner, but by commenting in such a manner you could be perceived as doing just that. Context is everything and your defense of a store owner while admirable isn't fully explained here so it's hard to know what it is about this situation that prompted you to interject. On one hand it could just be as you say, your friends feel you doing your job is tantamount to racism. On the other it could simply be that they don't like that you've equated your personal experiences as universal truths applicable to this or any other situation that may be perceived as racial prejudice.
I am of the belief that both sides in this situation are correct.
My job has a word called BOB or Bottom of the Basket and LISA Look Inside Anything. We are expected to check merchandise and the Shopping cart for merchandise for EVERY customer.
I honestly believe the customer I had was screaming Racism because I pointed out the shoes partially hidden in the shopping cart. As a cashier, I was forced to endure her going on a rant about racism which is not an acceptable or dependable behavior. Especially since I was doing my job.
The owner is a different story. I actually said the owner went too far.
The point I was hoping to make is that not everyone accuses people of theft because of their race.
That all being said, I do believe some people abuse complaining about racism that never happened as much as racism that exists. I feel like the people complaining are taking away from what's real. I do believe there is a little bit of both in the world. I don't even think I experienced reverse racism. I do feel like she was being incredibly rude for getting offended over something that never happened.
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In light of being (in my opinion) wrongly called out for racism. I have begun to have second thoughts about creating a character with a dark skin tone to represent people of color in the mercommunity. I thought it was a nice idea, but now I have some serious doubts. This recent situation was overwhelming and more harmful towards building bridges than I can begin to express. I want to create a character of color that could represent other merfolk, but I do not want to go through this drama again.
The idea for this possible character of color was to have her and her brother in a world that did not discriminate because of skin color. In my world, the events in our world that created racism don't exist. Merfolk are united as merfolk. The only thing was that the character's skin color would be the same as the skin color of those with darker skin tones. I wasn't going to make changes to her character because of her skin color.
She was going to be smart, educated, and, the love interest of another character with a lighter skin tone. (Edit: the extent of the relationship is undetermined at this point in the stories development. They are the equivalent of kids even if their age is around 50 years old)
I can't believe I'm getting second thoughts, but what if someone tries to call me out for nothing again. I mean, with Rocky gone and my emotions becoming more unstable... I honestly don't know if I can handle someone trying to tell me how I am racist again.
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Last edited by Merman Dylan Zalrian; 09-18-2017 at 03:52 PM.
I guess I misunderstood, it was hard to tell from your post whether or not the situation the owner was involved in was at your work place. If you were present for the situation than it's reasonable for you to have provided some commentary on it so people understood both sides.
With regards to the abuse of terminology and the leveraging of ones victimhood, it does happen sure. But again context helps to shape each and every situation. My perception of how an event takes place, will not be the same place as those around me. A great example is in the retail environment itself, where I've gone shopping and felt scrutinized based on what I happen to be wearing, identified by employees as a potential shoplifter. Being self-aware of my appearance and that I'm being watched and judged I internalize all the insecurities going through my mind and act accordingly looking even more suspicious. That's just for wearing clothing, now imagine feeling like that for simply being a minority?
It's a vicious circle and to me it's easy to see how anyone in that situation can automatically feel like they are being treated unfairly or with racial prejudice. You can argue that it's all internal and that store employees are just doing their job, but it doesn't erase or invalidate the subjects perception and experience of it. I think that's the disconnect really, whether or not one or both parties get to designate whether something is or is not as extreme as racism.
Last edited by Arking; 09-18-2017 at 04:04 PM.
"But words are subject to infinite nuances of meaning and interpretation which make any verbal utterance both ephemeral and subjective." (King of the Celts: Arthurian Legends)
"The real is what exists. The truth is our judgement about what exists." (King of the Celts: Arthurian Legend)
The reality is that in my situation race was never a factor, and racism did not exist as far as why I asked about the shoes in her shopping cart.
In the other situation, it might be best to drop it per the wishes of the original poster.
I believe that in some way an assumption was made about me over a misunderstanding with the nuance of words and circumstance.
I stand firm in my belief that the people calling me out were wrong because they did not know who I am and jumped to conclusions about my own understanding anyways.
The question is still up in the air. If someone has the nerve to try and call me out for racism that is merely a truth they acquired from a lack of understanding of who I am and what I lived through in the past, then should I try to represent people with darker skin tones in my story? Should I risk more drama in the future? I could create representation in the mercommunity, or someone who forms baseless assumptions could call me out for misrepresentation.
The person claiming to call people in actually did a pretty good job making me feel so sick that I wanted move as far and as fast as possible away from building any bridges.
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Might be a good time to step away and take a breather for a bit. I say this because your sentence structure is no longer really making sense to me and that tells me you're typing emotionally rather than considering your words carefully. Do something you enjoy for awhile and get your mind off of this facebook argument and then go back into doing what you want to do.
You're never going to find people agreeing with you 100% of the time, and when you're dealing with issues such as race you're bound to find yourself on the receiving end of sharp criticism and critique especially when you don't identify with those groups. When it comes to your own writing, your authorship is your own and consider the successes of other fiction authors and how they've handled race in their works if you want to avoid drawing comparisons to contemporary race issues.
After 10 years, I decide it's not worth being friends with a long time friend. This goes on many levels but I'm going to leave out most of the details because it's not really worth the time complaining. I'm not mad at her introducing me to my ex gf however I will remain disappointed on what the person allows. People get block and life moves on however it's not that easy. I keep a simple rule that the pictures and videos I take are for whatever the person want to use them as long as they are not mean about it however if there is a block, I must be credited or take the picture down. That person will not take them down and even put it on her bf page which is fine if he would just give credit. I ask nicely and basically got the f u from him. I was told I would need to reply back with him of certificate of ownership to the picture. I told that friend of 10 years of how she can show her roommate how to view that information but she remain quiet. If a person will not help keep a person work protected, there no sense being a friend to that person. There is another reason why after 10 years I'm ending that friendship but that one issue I got to handle within myself and find the light. Yes I'm bitter about this but I'll get over it. I mean how does a person not be bitter when the ex friend tells off other mers in the community because a merman message her and tells me fu in a group chat with another mer. It's not professional and it way I feel I need to protect my reputation as I get better with photographing within the community. However it's lesson time for everyone on how to find a digital ownership on a photo you taken when people claim you got no proof of ownership:
The EXIF info is information your camera and cell phone automatically put within the media file unless you tell your device not too. It's recommended to name the device after your full name or your business to prove ownership easier. The camera I used to take my ex mermaid pictures with had my name and camera information saved within the settings and can be extracted if you right click the file and click on properties. It's important to keep a copy of the pictures and videos you take and leave them on the computer. I say this becauses sites like Facebook actually remove the exif/metadata when you upload the file (which is a good reason why people should be watermarking their pictures on social media). You can use the form method of reporting on Facebook to request the pictures/videos to be taken down however you will need the information within the exif data (which is reason I say to keep a copy of the original file) as that information is your proof of ownership to the file when no contract or written agreement exist. The exif data would need to be saved as an image to upload to Facebook.
I'm going to attempt to be more active and helpful in the community. I shall be stronger than ever after all of this.
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