Originally Posted by
Merley
I'm trying so hard to be patient. But I quickly feel my patience running out. It's been 8 months since I sent in measurements and even longer since I sent payment. I was supposed to get pictures Monday when Raven got back from her gig. And I get she needs rest and downtime between tail making and performing, but I don't like being told one thing and not having it followef through on. I even waited an extra day before sending a reminder email to give her some more time, but I still have nothing. I just want a picture. Even if it's unfinished. It seems each time I ask my date is pushed back even further. I went from being set to have it last month to still not having it three days until November and still don't even know what it looks like, much less have it. I thought 22 would be my year--the year I finally pursue my dream after much waiting and prolonging in my quest toward mermaidom--but in a few weeks I'll be 23 and still tail-less. The disappointment is overwhelming. Everyone I told about my tail keeps asking where it is and I have to shrug stupidly that I still don't have it like a year later. :( I feel awful for complaining but it's so disheartening.