Im having body confidence issues.

[VanoraSirene]

I ordered my first silicone Mertailor tail and I'm really worried I won't look good in it. I'm 5'6 and fluctuating between 155-165 pounds. I have large boobs and wide hips, and Im not a really large person but I have some extra weight I can't seem to get rid of of. My boyfriend is really worried about me because he says he doesn't want me to change to feel better about myself and says I should love myself. Which I believe is true I just feel like I won't look as beautiful as all those gorgeous mermaids in the pictures like Hannah Fraser and other famous women. They're all very skinny and petite. I dont want to look like I just stuffed fat into a silicone tube and end up looking like a sausage. Has anyone else had these concerns or have any advice dealing with it. 😔